Feeling another year older.

I have had many ask me if I feel another year older. To answer this question I really dont feel any different than I did last year other than the fact that I am not married anymore which is for the best. Other than that no I really dont feel another year older because it seems the same to me. I am sure that when I hit thirty it might hit me, as for right now it does not seem the same if you know what I mean.
I am loving the weather this year down here just as I did last year. It has cooled off somewhat but its not freezing cold. It was kind of funny the other day we got new uniforms at work and the boss asked me if I wanted any long shirts and I kind of give him a puzzled look and said no not really because I am sure that I will be fine. Today though I realized since we are so close to the mountain that it might be kind of cold so I did ask for some long sleeve shirts even though I dont know if I will wear them or not but thats OK. It was just kind of funny to be asked if I wanted long sleeves because it has been so hot here and now that its cooling off it seems so different.

Today Is October 1st My Birthday

Today is My birthday and my question to myself yesterday was I going to make myself miserable since TJ and I split up and I thought to myself why should I make myself because he obviously does not care about me after all he is the one that kicked me out and everything that is going on. So I woke up this morning and was in a good mood and thought you know what I am going to be happy no matter what I dont have to be depressed because their is no one to drag me down anymore and I can be the person that I want to be.

So, today I am going to lunch with two friends that I work with at the Mine and then I am going to go to dinner with another friend that he and I have become really close over the last couple of weeks and its kind of nice to have someone to talk to besides family that understands the way that I feel and will just let me cry if I need to cry but he always knows how to make me laugh when I need a good laugh and he is always there when I need a hug. In fact he called me at five this morning when he was on his way to work to tell me Happy Birthday and then I talked to my mom and she told me Happy Birthday and then the girls from work called me and invited me to go to lunch so it should be a fun day.