A serious Life Update

I know that its been forever since I have blogged so here is a little update. TJ finally decided to get the divorce papers and get them together so we are hopefully soon going to be divorced and I will not have to think about the negative things that have happened in my past. Its almost like the heart ache that I have had for so long over us splitting up is gone and I am very relieved for that because no one will ever know what he put me through and what I went through in the year and five months that we were married.I know that it takes two to cause trouble in a marriage. I am not claiming to be an angel but there are things that TJ did to me that were very uncalled for and now I dont have to worry about things like that anymore. Things in my life are positive now and things are getting better and better by the day.

Like everyone has told me that next time I meet someone that I want to get serious with make sure that we know each other before I decide that I am going to get serious with them. I think that I will make better decisions though because I have learned a lot from the experience that I have had with TJ. I hate to use the word hate because its such a strong word but I can truely say that I hate this man for the things that he has done to me and I hope that someday he realizes that he had a good thing when we were married because I give up everything for him including being close to my family and friends back in Wyoming.

I was baptized the ninth of November here in Safford at the Church Of Christ and I have a great church family here that I love very much, and that is why I am being so stubborn about going home. I have never been to a church where the members were as friendly as the ones are here in Safford. It amazed me the first time that I walked into the church and the way they welcomed me into the church family after I was baptized. I have a lot of friends that I have made down here and I dont want to leave them besides the fact that I dont want to be cold again. In the two years that I have been in Arizona I have not seen snow and its been very nice not really having to be cold.